school is starting in three days
and i REFUSE to let it spoil my mood.
in fact, i m going to look forward to it!

still.
i m a little nervous about it.

anewaes , as the year 2005
is passing me by,
theres a few new year resolutions i feel
i should make.

1. stop being such a blur moron!
i hate being so careless sometimes-
and no one takes me seriously.

2.have an attitude that everyone
looks up to. im thinking of a
strive hard, work hard personality here ^^
one that wont submit to failure, but will
CONQUER it and SOAR TO GREATER
and HIGHER ACHIEVEMENTS!!! ohyeahs-

3. polish my lousy piano skills.
a musical instrument so divine does
not deserve to be treated with such
ignorance and callous behaviour.

4. be the best that i can-
physically.
psychologically.
mentally.
spiritually.
and to God. =)

apinkydaytoday. ^^
i rode away on the soft pink rays of
the sun today.
they seemed to encompass a sadness
so beautiful, reaching from within itself-
the bright golden and the sharp powerful of red
slowly contrasting to form
a hue of mystifying gentle orange.

then i swam into the blue green
waters of the ocean finding
first the vibrant colours of the corals
outstanding in their different manner
swimming as if
they had not a care, not a sign of worry
in their bubbly aquamarine world.
then i swam deeper,
darker till the waters took on a rich
purple-black
so thick i had to use my flashlight
to look clearly.

and by the time i resurfaced-
it was already night.

a overwhelming sky
so vast and so black.
and yet
around the full moon
played a sweet ring
of colours.
a rainbow.

stillpumpingfromthe adrenaline.
ohyeahsohyeahs!
hahahahas the world just
definitely
became a brighter place. =)
itsgoingtorainoutside.
buttheforecastindoors
is
sunnyblueskyswithahintofclouds.
swirlyclouds. ^^

national geographic
justbroadcastedaprettyscaryfact

didyoueverthinkthat
OXYGEN is actually the NEw POIsoN?

it is.
because of it,
we are constantly OXIDISNG all the time.

we are constantly DYING.
pretty black perspective.

itwasgoodtobebackintuitionagain.
itslikebeingaroundwithgoodpeople
andtalkingandplaying-
andSTUDYINGHARDFORTHE
BLASTEDUPCOMINGOLEVELS!!!
hmmm...
that was interesting. ^^
splitpersonality outburst.
mybad.
hehehs i just realised i am
weak in ionic equations.
and just about everything else.

likecompletinglosingmyabilityto
thinkbeforespeaking.
whatwasithinking!?

ohyeass right.
i should have just said-
its not worth wasting the
natural body moisture
carefully collected in your retinas
and wasting your
adrenaline and getting all sad
over some
FISHBURGERS!!
hmmm.
what am i thinking?
if i did say tt out loud...
id slap myself.
conclusion-
id stick with the original line ^^
ps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON
OF GOD OUR MESSIAH JESUS!...
tomorrow. ^^

imbackinthehouse!
yayys! ^^
ohmygoodness-
hokkaido rawks!
therewassnow-
ALLOVERTHEPLACE.
hmmm.
feelskindaweirdwearing
ashortsandteein
homesweethomeSINGAPORE
whenyouvebeen
freezinginWOOLENlongjohns
duringthefrigidwinterseason
ofjapan.

hahahahas
i love yesterday!
had bible study and worked out with
glad. its been a while since i had
bible study.
and it feels good. ^^

then of all the things to happen-
ang was suddenly struck with
the inspiration to ring me up to
spend her good birthday with her!

i shant say happy because it
wasnt a happy birthday till i
went to join her!
though i m glad she did. =)
i had fun!
hahahahs
did u know our mrts are made by
westinghouse andblahblahblahs-?
in a westinghouse,
there was a westingroom,
and in the westingroom
there was a
toilet!

no offence meant. ^^
and then i had aikido training!
i do so love it. ^^
so glad some of my good friends
were there!
YAYYS AIKIDO!!!

ohmygoodness...
reallybusytodayatplazasing.
hahahhas
it had its little fun tidbits though...
like when i taught some boys how
gift wrap-hahahhas-DIE ALL
MALE CHAUVINISTIC IDEALS
and anyways.
what about the part where i wrapped
present after present for a customer
and then when it all seemed like he was
a miserly git i persuaded him again to
help us in the movementofcollecting
fundsfortheintellectuallyandphysically
disabledasallfundswouldbeappreciated
and he donated-
TEN DOLLARS.
he rawks mann.
hahahahas
all in all, a really good day.
hahahahahs with an even
better one tomorrow.
letseee.
tuitioninmorning.
thenbiblestudy
andworkoutin gym and tennis
with glad
and aikido workout
afterwards.
oh yess.

justcamebackfromplazasingnow....
trulyenjoyableandenriching.
ihelpedoutby-
wrapping gifts and selling nicknacks
for the intellectually and physically
disabled.andtofundtripsto cambodia
fortheneedy. ^^
bookmarks.
chocolatetruffles.
teeshirts.
with me good frens =)
gracegladrach.
and.
i bought a nice skirt.

quote of the day-
singapore is different.
withitsbeautifulbusybuzz. ^^
[actually, i just saw a blog with
three quarts of the blogger's
homeland infomation, so i was compelled
to do the very least for mine. =) ]

i think the best answer to any question is=

ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS.

really. hahahahas
its such a beautiful sunday today.
and its such a wonderful week!
i dont know if you re a person who gets bored
listening to people talk about their dreams...
but im still gonna talk about it anyway. =)

in this dream, i was a girl.
with brown hair and blue eyes i think.
and i had a wand that worked!
but it had a sad ending.
somebody simply snatched it frm me
and i didnt even see the person who took it.
sad ending. = (
i always liked happy endings better.

ifeellikelaughing.
orcrying.
i swear, thats how good my piano teachers
piano playing is. =)
its like leaving your physical self and tuning
in with your spiritual soul into an
extraordinary overwhelming music piece!-
TOTALLY BRILLIANT.
andiwannabelikethat-
to be a distinct, outstanding diplomat
in the science of the music instrument-
the piano.
THE piano.
the PIANO.
hahahahas
but enough about that. i havent talked abt
today yet. AND MY TAN.
my = wonderful deep mocha brown tan =.
either that or its like chicken wing gone wrong.
hahahahahas i still like it though. ^^
and.
i baked a little surprise with my friends today =)
it was so fun! and i love it.
oh yes, and with a little quote of the day-
be serious only when you have to.

i just realised.
i SHOULDNT be filling my blog with nonsenical
amusing parts of my life!

i shud be using it to MOTIVATE PEOPLE!
FOR INSPIRATION TO SHAKE THE ROOTS OF
THEIR VERY FOUNDATIONS TO LOVE AND
APPRECIATE THEIR SURROUNDINGS AND LIFE!!
do tt people! =)

CARPE DIEM AND ALL THAT~
ooh. Singapore won 41 golds!
makes me feeling like dancing to some music!!!
hehehs wait-
make tt to just hit my sister whos next to me
with some metal pan or something.
shes trying to limit the time i m
spending on my computer so she can play!
arghs! AGGRAVATING-
hmmm
whats the most inspiring thing i can think of now?
the TITANIC was built by experts,
but NOAHS ARK was not.
hahahahhas
guess you know whats the moral of the story right? =)
boat building is EXTREMELY risky.
no!!
even experts can make mistakes,
and unless you work hard and carefully
you will succeed.
even better,-

if you have faith in God, everything will be alright. =)

i just realised.
i SHOULDNT be filling my blog with nonsenical
amusing parts of my life!

i shud be using it to MOTIVATE PEOPLE!
FOR INSPIRATION TO SHAKE THE ROOTS OF
THEIR VERY FOUNDATIONS TO LOVE AND
APPRECIATE THEIR SURROUNDINGS AND LIFE!!
do tt people! =)

CARPE DIEM AND ALL THAT~
ooh. Singapore won 41 golds!
makes me feeling like dancing to some music!!!
hehehs wait-
make tt to just hit my sister whos next to me
with some metal pan or something.
shes trying to limit the time i m
spending on my computer so she can play!
arghs! AGGRAVATING-
hmmm
whats the most inspiring thing i can think of now?
the TITANIC was built by experts,
but NOAHS ARK was not.
hahahahhas
guess you know whats the moral of the story right? =)
boat building is EXTREMELY risky.
no!!
even experts can make mistakes,
and unless you work hard and carefully
you will succeed.
even better,-

if you have faith in God, everything will be alright. =)

i read a book about interpreting
dreams.
that night,
icouldntsleep.

ijustLOVElifeslittleironies.
hahahahas =)